February 2012
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glow in the dark stars make me feel small
My brain feels twitchy and the air tastes stale.
I can’t get warm no matter how many blankets or hoodies I accumulate, the cold just stays.
It’s heavy. Like the way my mind feels right now.
Small galaxies fall from my walls.
These glow in the dark stars kinda make me feel lonely. and I fell so small.
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Losing is gaining.
I’ve learned that love can blind a person if you let it, and awareness is never a bad thing. I’m a happier person. I will never go back.
My loss was a gain.
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To the one who finds this...
I don’t know your name or where you come from.
I don’t know how you drink your coffee or whether you prefer the color purple or yellow.
I don’t know what you wear to bed or what your favorite song is.
I don’t know anything about you – but I do know one thing. You’re beautiful.
Love,
Seema
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Seriously, if you ever need someone to vent to or just someone to listen to you, I’ll be that person. Even if I’m not friends with you. Fuck it, even if I don’t know you, you can talk to me. Message me or find another way of contacting me. I don’t care who you are, I’ll be there for you if you need someone to talk to.
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Love just is...
They say if you truly love someone,you set them free.
I say if you truly, honestly and deeply love someone, you hold on tight, you hold on with every bit of your being and cling with every last ounce of strength, never letting go and never giving up on Them.
It hurts, and it makes you realize how weak you are without Them
It makes everybody beautiful, to someone.
It isn’t like a knife...
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January 2012
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There is always one person you love who becomes that definition. It usually happens retrospectively, but it happens eventually. This is the person who unknowingly sets the template for what you will always love about other people, even if some of these lovable qualities are self-destructive and unreasonable. The person who defines your understanding of love is not inherently different than anyone...
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To all of you who are having any sense of...
You are beautiful, each and every one of you. don’t let anybody get you down. You deserve to be respected, to be trusted, to be loved. well all have those things that we can pick out about ourselves that we just hate. “My legs are huge” or “my hair is too frizzy”. But for every negative thing you think about yourself, I’m sure you can easily match with something...
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December 2011
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2011: Of last thoughts
It’s that time of the year again, when we all claim that the next year will be ours. Claiming that it’s going to be a blast for us.
I did that last year, I wished and hoped that 2011 would be mine, that it will be a wonderful year.
I want to tell you how I began the year 2011, because someday you may begin a year like that too. Alone, aloof, afraid…but hopeful. Hoping for one...
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And then it started spinning again.
You think the world’s turning, and it’s not. There’s a moment when it stops and turns in the other direction. I know, because it just turned. I could feel gravity lose it’s pull for a moment, and I considered the fact that I was falling off the earth before it started turning again. But here it was, stopped. Breathing deeply, so deeply that it even sucked in silence, and it...
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sometimes you have to be strong for yourself. you have to know that you’re a good person and a good friend. what’s meant to be will end up good and what’s not—won’t. love is worth fighting for, but sometimes you can’t be the only one fighting. at times, people need to fight for you. if they don’t, you just have to move on and realize what you gave them was...
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November 2011
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unbearably empty
I wish I had the brilliant statements you crave. My tongue is simply unable to wrap around the words to spill them from my lips, and make enough sense for you to understand. If only I knew what to do; where is the script that should tell me what you want to hear. The lines that will bring back the care and love which once blazed through your now stagnant eyes. Oh, I swear that light burned so...
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After a while, you learn the difference between holding hands and falling in love. You begin to learn that kisses don’t always mean something and promises can be broken just as quickly as they are made and sometimes goodbyes really are forever
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We go days without having a meaningful conversation, and I use to miss you so much when that happened. But it never seemed like you missed me. And I guess because of it, I stopped missing you.
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The loneliness of my independence sinks deep into my blood. It rushes through my veins with a fierce, pulsing refrain: you are alone, it whispers, you are all alone.
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I have all these feelings; these weird feelings, and I’ve had this burning desire to express them. But I can’t. I just can’t. And these feelings, they’re trapped and they’re like stuck in my heart.. And I just feel so lonely.
October 2011
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Don’t send me mixed signals. I don’t like the confusion that it brings. I’d rather have the honest truth even if it hurts, because then I won’t be wasting my time depending on false hope to keep me hanging on.
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